After accepting the job (wait... more like after my first interview) I've been having crazy amounts of anxiety. I've never felt so unsure about what I was supposed to do. I've practically made myself sick over it. My stomach is constantly in knots and I can't sleep!
It seems to be what I was looking for but for whatever reason I just can't relax about it. I'm pretty sure I've spent more time praying in the last 3 days than I have in 3 years! It's crazy!
I have this strong urge pushing me saying "This is it! You got this!" and just about the time I start feeling a sense of calmness about the situation... something inside me screams "What are you doing? What are you getting yourself into?
I'm so conflicted. Hoping I did the right thing and praying that after Monday things might be a little clearer for me!
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